I am Software Engineer by profession, A straight male, who was/is/will be fascinated by everything about Women and Women’s Fashion and Style. I believe every boy/man has a feminine side to him, even if they don’t realize. Our society has made it difficult to exhibit those traits, which makes hard for men to even acknowledge fearing how we might get treated in society. So most of us prefer keeping it to ourselves.

Am one of those man who embraced my feminine side after struggling in my own way and I have been Cross Dressing for years and it’s been a well kept secret of mine until now, and recently when I shared with a stranger I met in a chat, she suggested that I should write about it.  After giving a lot of thought, finally I decided to pen down my journey in this blog.  Thanks to my friend, for inspiring me to do this, I thoroughly enjoyed the process of writing, which I didn’t know that I had in me.

What to expect in this blog?

I’ll be putting posts as chapters of my journey (of internal conflicts) on how it progressed from when, where and why to till now. Basically my vulnerabilities, hoping that I won’t be judged. Knowing that there are many people out there who won’t even understand what am talking about, and they are entitled to their opinion. But I also know that someone like old Me, might be looking for some answers, and even if one of my posts help at least one person in any way, it serves my purpose.

If I knew you personally, then probably I wouldn’t have dared to share anything about any of these. Since we are strangers and am not in front of you, makes it easier for me to write everything I felt, everything I did without any filter. So sorry if any of it offends anyone in anyway which is not my intention.

Until now I been a avid reader and I’m not a professional/polished writer, except for coding, I don’t have much experience in writing.  Which may make my writing to come across as raw, so please bear with my grammar.

If you like what you are reading, please feel free to leave your comment, like and follow. If you didn’t like, please be respectful.

Thank You


Posts in – Between Him & Her!!!

VI. Will it be the last of Her?

As of early this year, just before the US and rest of the world was hit by this COVID-19 Pandemic, after contemplating a lot, me and Spandana together took an important decision!

V. Then She found Her

Some relationships are hard to understand because they are beyond conventional norms and even harder to name them, they are just Precious.

IV. Finding Herself

Spandana all dressed up. Looking myself in mirror, it looked so real and at that moment felt it was all worth it.

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